I'm starting to get restless and panicky. I'm irritated out of my mind but I have no outlet. All friends = irritating. Some NEVER TALK. Ever. I mean, not even for 5 minutes. Some friends don't listen. I tell them over and over and over to ask to hang out with me days before so I can let my Dad know so I won't have to babysit. Do they listen? Nope. They just keep assuming I'm making up excuses to not see them. I HATE ASSUMING. Like, come on, a person cannot expect to ask me to go somewhere with less than an hours notice. I DO have responsibilities.. though you'd think they'd know htat by now, I've only told them 20 times.

I wish it was last year, where I had that one person who'd listen to me, talk with me for hours, we could laugh and have fun and while they were problems they didn't take away from anything. Now I can't say anything without being misunderstood.. Ugh.