Hi {{{{{{{{{Dalila}}}}}}}}}}
It was great talking to you in chat last night.
I have read over your post a few times trying to know what to say to you....the one thing that stays in my mind is that I am so sorry you went through this. You were just a child

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It was not your fault and you deserve to let go of this guilt you feel. It is too heavy on your shoulders and is keeping you from moving forward. {{{{{{{{{Dalila}}}}}}}}}}
Keep posting....you have found a wonderful group of supporting and understanding people.

Heather