I had a conversation with the therapist this afternoon. She wants me to see the doctor (I tried to reschedule because I am.....well because I am me and that's what I do) and she said no, I have to go tomorrow because she is fitting me in at her lunch time. If I get some sleep the vacation is more do-able. i'm also thinking it might be better to go away than to be alone for 6 days.

Husband is saying he really wants me with him on vacation. He is being much more sensitive....i forgot who said maybe he would be sensitive....but it's impressive.

I'm at the point where I'm so tired but I'm dreading going to bed.

I only had a little tiny bit of coffee this morning. Only water after that and I'm trying not to drink much at night so I don't have to get up to pee either.

Wish me luck and sleep for tonight!