(((((( granite ))))))

I'm so sorry that you are struggling so much right now. Please try to take care of yourself. Try not to take on assumptions about how your T feels about you or judging yourself. That's not fair to you and only brings on more pain.

The idea of talking about what goes on in your head and how you feel would only bring pain and punishment is important. Do you understand where this is coming from? Do you truly believe that if you share these things with T that it will cause pain and punishment?

I hope you are able to find some times of peace through this. You deserve that.

((( HUGS )))