Yes, Lexicon, I think it being night time is part of how I am feeling right now. Thinking about it, I had a really bad night last night too.

At least next week I should get some idea of what treatment they will offer me. That will relieve some of the anxiety.

And I did manage to set up one of the things suggested to help me; I've arranged with my husband that we will go out for a meal together at least once a month, starting this Saturday. It's something we have stopped doing, but now the girls are old enough to be left we are going to start doing it again.

Thank you.