That's just the thing. I can't really remember. I underwent ECT around the time I left here and wasn't able to come till now.
I remembered the site but very little of what I posted. (Sad but true)

I think it was Sabrina_saw but I can't be sure!@

I really appreciate your help on this. I am also ok to stay as who I am now and just leave it at that if it will make things easier.