((((((Rhapsody)))))).....I feel for you, I know that feeling. It's a gut wrenching guilt feeling......the ever sooo low.

Don't be so hard on yourself, try to understand that these feelings you are feeling at this moment is a moment it's self.....not the reality.

I hope you feel better.......please be nice to yourself....you deserve a little sympathy through a rough time.

Desirae