I too hide behind a mask. All the time. I have been telling everyone I'm ok and not giving out any more information than that, but truth is I'm really struggling. I saw my pdoc monday and he wanted to hospitalize me, so I finally came clean with my mom and told her what's going on. I have been neglecting everything in my life lately. I rarely leave the house anymore. I just need to open up with my family I guess. Easier said than done