I am lost i am hopeless and i miss my friends.
i hate this new place and i want to get out.
im going to end up in a bad place where i am watch 24/7 i want to go home to the place i always knew.
I cant sit here and just pretend everything is okay. It just not right. I cant stay here and i want to run away back to my best friend. Its too hard moving and my t says that moving was a bad idea. She thinks it may have been to stressful. I AGREE!!!!!
I hate having schizophrenia and having to take meds and i hated moving and i want to cry...
My sister got to stay and live with her boyfriend. my brother is staying with his girlfriend and i am stuck with the terrible 2 (2 three year old children) and mom and dad. Its so unfair. it's always "milly can you do this, milly can you do that!" it was never like that when my brother and sister was living with us. Mom and dad would share the work around the three of us.
I hate my life. i feel like i am not worthy of living. i m just not plain worthy.
Anyway thanks for letting me vent.
I will let you know when things get better

Milly