I am new to this forum and so glad I found it. I am 47 yrs old I have been married 3 times. Every one of them failed. During my 3rd marriage I started having major anxiety. It escalated to depression I went thru kidney failure in Oct of 2010 my depression became worse. I quit my job in Nov 2010 due to stress from work and not physically feeling well enough to work anymore. I no longer want to be around people or be in social circles.Always in the past being the social butterfly it is very depressing now. My social skills have gotten worse since then. I don't know if it is the medication I am currently on or if its me. In my early years of school I had many friends. After high school no close friends at all. I can not maintain relationships with men. I have never had a best friend or friends period. It depresses me even more.
I would appreciate some feedback on this. I hate my life and I dont see it getting any better.