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Originally Posted by glitterandspots
But today it was so easy just to go to the veins on my upper arm and annoy them. I'm like, the queen of deception
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It sounds like your friends care about you, why would you want to be deceptive and hurt yourself to annoy them? How does that even work if you're hiding it from them? Do you get satisfaction from thinking what they may say/do
if they find out?
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Originally Posted by glitterandspots
My friends didn't even wonder because I had my sleeves rolled up halfway. I'm tired of acting fine when everything feels like a hurricane. No one even noticed the tiny spot of blood on my sleeve that I tried not to get there.
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But why would they be looking out for it if they they trust you to talk to them if you need it, and you have told them that you recognise and hear their concerns by putting a butterfly on your wrist? If you are tired of feeling this way then tell someone about it and accept their help. If you expect people to guess through your deception, you'll likely have a long wait i'm afraid.
Of course you can quit, if you really want to.