yes these are some of the reasons i'm having a hard time speaking.this and i think i am so angry at her now i dont care to put myself through the pain of trying to speak.why?

i am really having a hard time interacting with anyone right now and it is best if i just stay away and in my own world because i dont think i can do any good for him or anyone right now.i will just take anything he may say to heart and it just hard better to avoid the situation.

all this said i am having a prity good day today and that is awsome.i have a big weekend comming and i dont see this lasting but for now i am calm and ill take it