I lost it today after a stressful week of not being able to deal with time and I had to walk out of a gym full of people.

I can't seem to deal with chunks of time and figuring out when to do things or when to get ready for appointments so that I won't be late. Planning for anything that is more than an hour away has become impossible. It is causing me to mess up appointments and apparently I am the master of all appointments for everyone everywhere within my family.

Finally we got to the last event of the day (I messed up and missed soccer for my oldest which was the same time as a concert for my youngest) and as soon as I walked into the gym I saw so many people that I just couldn't go on. My husband took my son in to the gym to get some pizza and I walked outside to wait. Then we went to the classroom to hear the songs.

The whole thing made me want to run away. I feel shaky and anxious now and really wired.

My day tomorrow is just as busy as today.