I enjoyed a really special day today! I was afraid I'd have side effects with the Vyvance since I do with everything else but I didn't, I felt more "normal" than I dared hope for. I've felt calm, my thoughts were clear instead of running together, I started and finished several tasks, my blood pressure is perfect...I feel happy.
Oh, lordy! I so want my life to continue to improve. I'm almost afraid to hope but I am hoping - I've enjoyed today so much and hope tomorrow will be just as normal. People who don't have attention problems probably don't realize how spectacular it feels just to do daily tasks - get dressed, run errands, cook a meal without feeling overwhelmed, THINK - T-H-I-N-K!! It feels so strange (but good) to actually think about something without two dozen other things going on in my mind.
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Those we have held in our arms for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever.
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