These kinds of feelings for my therapist come up from time to time. I know that I can talk about it if I choose to and she is ok with it. She is very gentle regarding my feelings around it mainly feeling embarressed and ashamed. She has never once wavered in her response to me and has told me that I can discuss this with her anytime and she will never abandon me over it. It still is very difficult to talk about. It is a positive thing for me because I can see that my therapist is very accepting of me no matter what and I can trust that she will maintain the boudaries and she will still hug me when I ask her and she feels safe to me because I know she will always listen to me.