I don't remember to be honest. I remember when I finally accepted that I had it, and that was a few months ago. I didn't realize that I've had anxiety for a long time until then. The earliest form of anxiety I can remember is having odd dreams/thoughts. I never used to feel nervous but I remember a particular night when I was maybe 5 years old where I felt like my insides were going faster than I could possibly go and it felt like voices inside my brain (not outside real voices) were screaming at me to go faster and faster and faster, and when I shut my eyes all I could see were shapeless colours flying by really fast. From this, and being awake, I was scared out of my mind. I wasn't consoled either, just told to shut up and go back to bed. I called those things nightmares and I've had three in my entire life, and they are extremely scary.. Though nothing about them is particularly frightening?

I know I had separation anxiety, and my personality in general has always been worried if we are aloud to do things or if it's okay or if we're safe and what not. I was always scared of being alone, and being in trouble.