Blah. I just found out that this man I like a lot is married. We work together on community issues and I was beginning to hope that more could develop between us. This all in my mind, we hadn't yet even shared details about our personal lives yet. Today in a larger meeting the info came out that he is married.
I sorta feel embarassed for having been so drawn to him, but I didn't know he was married, and truly, I need to be kinder to myself. It is okay for me to like a guy and daydream about a possible relationship.
Big sigh and another waaaaaaaaah! I know that eventually there will be someone else for me, or not, no idea what future will bring. I do know however that because he is married my hands are off and energy is kept back. I would never interfere in a marriage.