I am being followed around again by this guy who doesn't exist. When my anxiety level starts to get high, he shows up. He stays outside the house waiting for me to go somewhere then follows me in his car. He comes into the stores behind me and waits for me on the benches outside work. He doesn't scare me but I know what he means. I need to do something to lower my anxiety level until he goes away then I will be ok. If I don't do something about it bad things happen and he becomes sad and frustrated because he couldn't protect me. I don't want him to be sad because I like him, he tries so hard to watch over me.

In two weeks I will be leaving on a trip to Tucson to go to the Gem Show with my boss and two co-workers. I am scared to death. I am going to be alone with these women for 4 days. I am going to be away from my husband and kids. I am going to be away from my home and the things I know that comfort me. Please Please Please give me some ideas of how to cope with these stressers.
Carrie

<font color=blue>I'm not crazy, just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell but stick around awhile, and you will see, another side of me.--Damn song keeps running through my head driving me nuts. Tell me who sings it so I can get the CD and exorcise the beast!!