Hey guys, im kind of feeling depressed these days and wondering if you guys can offer some advice or just support.

Things causing my depression are:

Job Hunt
Current Job
Decline of part-time business
Relationship
Family

Ive been job hunting since December and ive just gotten two interviews one I didnt get the job and the other its been over 4 weeks now and ive heard nothing and they said they would have contacted me in 3 weeks.

Im currently in a dead end job working with some pretty horrible people in my department out of 6 of us 3 of us are job hunting and 2 left late last year. The environment is pretty terrible and the job just isnt rewarding especially since the new manager took over the division.

I used to have an ok part-time business that would supplement my income but now business has gone to the dogs I only sold one product last month.

I do not have a boyfriend but I have a really really close male friend who basically is a boyfriend without the sex. This relationship has gotten a bit complicated mainly because im always motivating him, being a listening ear, encouraging him and assisting him. However, ive found this isnt a two way street and he can be incredibly selfish.

My father continues to be a constant source of stress for the family refusing to do any work and is becoming a leech. Due to his stupidity and lack of money management skills he is in debt according to him up to his ears. Yet still he gives money to strangers helping them out while no one in the family can get a cent from him.

Right now im really depressed im wondering when will I get a new job, when will I find another part-time business idea, when will I have a great boyfriend, when will I be able to move into a loving, peaceful and comfortable home with a family of my own.

I also had a bad dream last night.

Any comments would be useful, thanks.