My pdoc is also my therapist. I saw her yesterday and told her how i felt so we did some med adjustments but all this is contributed to my period. I haven't started yet so as it keeps prolonging I am afraid I will keep getting worse. I am also afraid that i might end up in the hospital. I just want to cry. I am seeing her again today and tomorrow. I walked up to get my blood work done which was a 20min. walk as i kept waking my paranoia and anxiety kept rising and I had to have my mom come pick me up. Sometimes it just doesn't seem worth it to go on but I know it is.