Hey laura. I keep saying that I can't tell any difference from the meds, she just keeps saying it takes time to work, it has been nearly 3 weeks now though!
Yeah this is new for me. I think it started after I was looking suicide on the internet at what had the best chances of working (I wish I'd stop doing that!), and I did it the first time then. Plus my parents check I havnt self harmed so I wanted ways that maybe weren't obvious so they wouldn't know.
Mum seemed mostly confused, she asked if I thought my meds were working at the time I was like "YEAH I feel great!" then she said was I sure they weren't working too much, I was just like, maybe she's just not used to me being happy. My grandma knows yeah from when inwas in hospital, she doesn't try talk about it anymore since she came to visit menand I didn't want her to no so was like no! I don't want her here! :L I had like a week of being really happy and energised and wooohoo, I'd burst into dance or I actually went on the trampoline for like over an hour! (I havnt so much as looked at it in over a year I'm that lazy). That happiness always normally happens before I get to my worst though >.<
Aw I hope your okay. Good luck with it all!! xx