It never ceases to amaze me how husbands have such an uncanny way of pulling the rug out from under our feet just as we start getting our lives back together.
I'm so glad your hospitalization although difficult worked well. You've also made connection with support groups and therapy which will also help you through this difficult time.
Your realization that vacation time is going to be difficult and you thoughts for how to survive show you are coping.
Please continue to keep us informed. Know we are here to ride out the rough spots with you.

kebs