Storm is over, sun is out. My driveway was totally drifted in and I got stuck while trying to get my daughter to school. I managed to rock it enough to get it back in the garage, and luckily the neighbor was out snowblowing and opened up the driveway for me. I was going to pay him but he disappeared too quickly.
Our San Diego office has been having firewall problems this week, so we keep getting kicked off the server. Then they send e-mail last night saying because of accounts getting backlogged with the downtime, we need to step up the pace and put in extra hours. Well how the hell are we supposed to put in extra hours when the server keeps going down?
I just called and left a voicemail for T about wanting to go back on Lexapro, or maybe upping Celexa to 40 mg. Does anyone know what the Lexapro to Celexa ratio is? I had been on 20 of Celexa and felt OK. Then I was switched to 20 of Lexapro and felt great. He put me back on Celexa at my request and now I'm backsliding in comparison.
Even if it drives me bonkers this weekend, I'm going to move my work desk out of the kitchen and into my bedroom where I can shut the door. I know, I know, you aren't supposed to have your sleep and work space in one area, but being in the wide open space where I am now just sets me up for constant interruptions when the kids are here. i'll set up my folding screens to block the computer space from the rest of my bedroom.
If my cat jumps on my lap and walks all over the keyboard, I think I'm going to have to ..... I don't know. I love her, she's my baby, she just wants some attention. She doesn't know she's making things harder for me.
Maybe I just need to take 15 minutes and have some petting time with her and she'll be satisfied.
I picked up a computer on eBay last night for $79. Now the kids (mostly my son) will have something to keep them from bugging me to get off my work computer. I figure the cost will be worth the diminished stress.
Things appear to be better at the moment, but I still feel down. I just don't want to work. I'm frustrated.