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I didn't see what you wrote orriginally, but I can see that you are in a lot of pain. Please don't leave. Please don't leave this place of support. You have supported me thought so many hard times. I always look forward to your advice because I know it is sound. You were one of my first friends here on PC. I would be very sad if you left. I think you are a wonderful person. I wish I could make you believe that.