hey guys,

so i'm kinda looking for some insight from anyone who may have been/is in/or just might have input on my current position. for the past few years i've had worsening depression and in the fast few months its really hit its mark and dragged me down as low as it ever has, and my primary concern at the moment is that all the thoughts that are a result of it is going to influence me enough to make some really poor decisions. i am currently a freshman in college finishing up my year in summer school and i can't stand school one bit. the classroom setting just isn't for me. i have major attention problems and progressively get worse and worse marks because i can't seem to keep myself on track with work and going to class and such. dropping out has come to mind many times and i'm always weighing the pros and cons of that decision. i just don't see the point in spending even more money that i by no means can just shell out for 3+ years to get a piece of paper that may or may not actually help me with career goals and having to fight with myself constantly in and out of class to actually get stuff done. i sorta feel that since i am so beyond burnt out at this point that if i continue down this path that mentality will spill over into other areas of life as well.