We are moving to an apt on saturday and have abbou 5 days to move. I am in thherapy but won't see my therapist for another week and a half. We will havve some help moving but I am still really stressed. I am also dealing with some bad chronic back pain for which I just started physical therapy, so any lifting I do makes me really hurt, but I can't stop.cause I have to get stuff done. I'm not journaling anymore because my therapist felt that it was making me feel worse. I can't seem to balance life, kids and mental illness anymore