tree, I've been away yesterday and today so I didn't see your first post that you deleted. I hope you and T connect soon. Whatever happened, it sounds like you got triggered and I know you are definitely a beautiful, not horrible person!!!! I'm sure T is NOT angry and you will work it all out with him.

PLEASE do not leave PC. I (and so many others) value your presence whether you're posting about your therapy or helping others with theirs. Your posts about your therapy help me a lot too!