Hi everyone,
I'm kinda struggling right now, mainly due to depression, but also with psychotic features. I had an appt with my pdoc a couple days ago and told him some of the stuff that was going on in my life, and long story short he wanted to put me in the hospital. I all but begged him not to put me in, mainly because I have my kids this weekend and I wanted to see them. But lately I have been really depressed. He switched a few meds around and I'm waiting for that to start working. He told me to call him if things get really bad and if I'm in danger of harming myself...I think I might be to that point but I don't really want to go to the hospital again. Yes it usually helps me out, but right now I'm not so sure I want the help. I'm just so confused with everything. I don't know what to do. I've got alot of pro's and con's to going and not going. And on top of that I don't think I could even afford it. I just don't know if I should go in and get help, or just give up...
Any suggestions? And thanks for listening to me ramble on.