Yeah of course, I want to love someone too. Thats why I want to build awsome relationship with him but it seems like when i try hes pushing back sometimes and then the next minute hes coming up to give me hug and ask how im doing. People say that there is no perfect man. I'm not looking for much and on top of that, I'll wait if i have to for the ONE. I believe there is someone out there for everyone but we can either push away the right one or let them in. I just don't want to push them away. I have been scared to long to have a relationship and i choose not to stay that way.