It seems so hard to keep that in mind when something happens like you just experienced. But it is true. You and your T have hours of sessions together and you know each other. This one thing is not going to break the relationship. I know that's hard to keep in mind when you are so close to what happened. But I hope you'll be able to hold the space for that reality, and if you do, it will return. T is still T, you are still you, and you and T are still you and T.