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Jun 10, 2011, 02:29 PM
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Originally Posted by sugahorse
((IZ)) I don't have much advice to offer, but I too am thinking of you, and indeed in a similar place right now. I don't have one specific event coming up, but all these little things that keep flooring me. There will be a final straw; at some stage.
Meds do help keep me going. And plenty sleep. And talking to people I know will care.
Please know that we are here for you, regardless of where you may physically be living.
Have you discussed all of this with your bf?
Try and prepare for the move as much as possible; investigate possible T's and Pdoc's, jobs or social activites for you... Who knows - one of your PC support group may even live in the area.
Keep strong
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Suga...Flooring me. Yes, exactly! (And I'm so sorry you keep being floored too...  ) It's just been flipping unbelievable. Last night, thinking about the thread here, I mentally made a list of them. In order. It wasn't my imagination, they really were big, relentless, and some even overlapping. Though not a single one was related to this beloved current location, I tried to think that maybe somehow "dues have been paid" and things will change for the better in that regard. Who knows, of course, but I can hope.
Meds, TG. PC, TG. I'm kind of embarrased to say that I haven't discussed this too much with BF. Some, yes, but not the sheer level of terror. He's a worrier, and I don't want to trigger him any more than necessary (he has depression issues), or we'll both be a mess(!) We have to be a team, mustering all the positivity we can to make this work. He is aware of my depression signs (and has seen me manic-y), so he can keep an eye on me, as he is the only one who has the degree of real life contact to ascertain them.
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