The "mask", I have mastered it-it was the first thing my T saw on my very first appointment. Other than the 2 at work that I mistakenly shared my disorder with, no one knows (excpet hubby of course); if you came into my work- you would never know (except now, crashed bad a few days ago- this is almost as bad as before I was on meds). It has taken years to perfect this mask and it will take time to wipe the mask clean.
With my husband, I even have it so perfect that he doesn't realize when I'm up and down.