Hello hun, I'm afraid that it's not going to be an easy journey but at lest you're not alone, all you can do from here is to move foreword and to make the best out of what you have. I hope you're family at lest tries to understand they may just want the best for you. I have been on my journey for along time and it has never been easy. But I find my family may not understand but all they want is to be there for me, and to support me. I hope you do well and good luck to you. and welcome