Beautiful! Tattoo this on your heart

There is so much more for you and T to explore together about this.
Not only what happened, by what you're feeling now - as if you are not allowed to react or not allowed to be angry (then and now). Hang on as best you can until you can get back to working on this with T. He's waiting to help you with it

tree, you reacted in total honesty in the moment.
I don't see you as a bit toxic.
I see you as authentic