So, the final clsoing service was at Easter, there is a potluck on Sunday. I won't be there due to being out of town at a family event. This is the right decision, I think but I am feeling sad. T asked if part of it is I am hoping to go there and have things just 'resolved' Maybe... but it is also the loss of a community, and extended family. Sometimes, i just don't know if T gets the centrality of my home church in my life.