Oh yeah, I feel ya......moving really really sucks. Especially when your leaving so many people behind. But it's okay, with time you will adapt, you'll make new friends, and you'll be out with them more often, and get the breaks you need from the terrible 2. Just give it time......be very patient.

I'd hate for you to have to go to the "bad place", I've been there, and your right it is a bad place. You need to whatever it takes to stay out of the "bad place", by being a good girl and focusing on other things like your studies......friends and a life will come with time.

Don't be so hard on yourself.....your not worthless because of your dx's, that's something that your body controlling physically.......beyond you. You can live a happy normal productive life just like everybody else.....but with lots of hard work and dedication of course.

I hope you feel better.....look up Milly,
ttyl
Desirae