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i can relate to your not crying, etc. when i was severely depressed all my emotions shut down and i was "flat". do u discuss these examples with your pdoc?
you can get better i'm sure. i did and at the low point i had no hope of living otherwise. the right meds and ongoing therapy helped me. was a good combo. i discovered i had little coping skills and lots of triggers that fed my depression. therapy taught me new ways of coping and having a self awareness i'd never had before. the meds enabled me to reason. so it was a combo of both that helped me.
you might want to post in the depression forum too.
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