Hi, guys, I'm new here and I have a problem with my OCD, and it's there for more than ten years now, since I was a kid, I guess.
Anyway, there are few questions that I need to ask someone.

First, I know that OCD is about thoughts that you cannot control. For me, there are thoughts, but also there are events, places, images (explicit content) that in a way "triggers" my rituals which are rather complex, involving saying things, making certain moves and so on. My mind created a really complex system of triggers, thoughts and different reactions on them. They are all driven by irrational fears, and I never had any let's say typical symptoms like hand washing or fear of germs and diseases. So, I was wondering is this OCD at all, or am I just crazy?

And, sorry for my bad english