Today, has been an overwhelmingly good day. My best friend is finally done with exams and capable of talking to me a lot again, my ex bf and I have called truce and started talking again like normal people, and a crush from 4 years ago has come back and decides it's a good time to flirt and show some interest..

I feel so good, the excitement and butterflies and laughs are all in my blood and chest and everywhere and it feels amazing.. and yet i feel like crying, i feel scared. I haven't been this happen in maybe years.. I don't remember the last time I was this happy and the last time I felt good and happy I was hurt and destroyed. There is a possibility this could all come back on me and kick me in the bottom.. and I can't go back to that dark place again.. What do I do?