after experiencing so many negative emotions for so long, it is really hard to trust the good ones so when weve got them, its hard to believe they are going to stick around. we start looking around for every little sign that they are going to leave us.

inevitably they will, they do. we wont stay that happy forever. so knowing this just throw caution to the wind and enjoy them while you have them. just tell those nagging feelings of doubt to f*** off and experience those tears as tears of joy, feel good!