I slept 2 nights in a row.
We took our motorcycle, from New Jersey to New Hampshire. 9 hours 4 stops. I love to ride, just a bad trip with rain and chilly and my anxiety.
It was 100 degrees Farenheit in NJ the last 4 days - I was not dressed all that warmly and it effing rained the whole way up. the was supposed to be our first night camping but I am typing this from a hotel room.
I kept having panic attacks inside my helmet - Cold...chilled to my bone, my body hurt.
I fell asleep and now I'm up. I wish I could sleep because tomorrow will be a busy day.I keep crying an don't want my husband to know. He's been so good about keeping me happy and comfortable - he didn't want me camping in the rain.
But I just keep thinking maybe I should have stayed home even though I didn't want to be home alone.
Just trying to stay calm. I had to start counting to relax for the ride - the music was starting to get to me.. I will noe get in bed again with the meditation music and see ig thst helps.