wow. I do not remember writing this stuff and half of it doesn't make sense. oO

@Sannah no, I'm trying to get into therapy but because I don't want people (parents) knowing just yet, I have to go during schooltime.

@Abby I think I meant like cutting/annoying my upper arm instead of my wrists.. I do want to quit. I've actually done okay the past few days because I have a choir competition in four days and have to wear a short sleeved dress for it. I hate upsetting people and really don't know if I want people to know or not.

@XxLifexX I don't get to see my friends all that often :/ one was checking my wrists every so often but I'm scared that that turned into a trigger for her.

Thanks guys