Thanks, i am having a few hrs of releif from this journey, but its really up and down, have managed to stop the cutting for a while now but alcohol is taking over
When i am cutting its as much about the blood as it is the pain, although id say i dont really feel pain till the next day when its sore
My therapists are really good and say that concidering what ive been through its not supprising my reactions, they are working on different asspects, one on my confidence and my self image, the other a little more general but about helping me cope and helping make little steps ie doing things for myself, getting me to see friends cause ive been hididng from everyone for many months and gone from being the owner of 2 businesses to only having one and only able to work 1 day instead of 5 to 6, and that one day leaves me exausted for days!
I dont want to go into detail about whats sent me over the edge cause i dont deserve to feel sorry for myself or that anyone else should have to listen about it xxx