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So, because my question has either disappeared or just went unanswered, I'll post here.
Seems an appropriate place.
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As suggested in the other thread...pm Lynn P., in addition, since she answers stuff from the Q&A Section of the site.
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...I was abused severely as a child, sexually, mentally, spiritually, and physically...
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Have you talked to a professional about any of this? I know you said you are seeing someone...but has this been covered.
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...She told me it would break her heart were I to leave, and so I stayed in this...
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Kind of leaves you hanging...and as you say...maybe some kind of back up plan. I would probably agree.
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...She says she loves me but how can that be true if she intends to keep seeing him?
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She says it but its good that you question this...all of us have different definitions of what love is...maybe its not a back up plan and she loves you as a friend...then I guess she tells current boyfriend about growing feelings...yea I'm back with the idea of back up plan.
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...I truly feel a connection with this woman, and can't simply cut her loose.
However, I'm starting to feel as though no one can be trusted, ever.
I'm tired of being played, cheated on (Which has happened a few times) and overall used.
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I'm not happy that you feel this way...but glad you've come to the realization this is not a healthy thing to be involved in.
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...I'm an honorable guy, and I hold loyalty and honor higher above all else in life.
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Good than you'll recognize the need to back a way from this...honorably guys don't entertain ideas about what this girl is having you think.
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...I've been in therapy and it has a very negative impact on me.
I refuse to take medications, as I'd rather be a broken person, than a fixed robot.
Any advice?
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It what ways is therapy negatively impacting you? I know for me it tends to help me resolve past trauma and deal with my emotions. Which is tough stuff...but at some point if it's dealt with the power of them can lesson.
Taking meds does not necessarily make you a fixed robot...nor does not taking them make you broken.