Oh yeah and I don't feel things I should, things I should care about but don't I have trouble telling people my fellings, like my parents I can't tell them I love them cause I just don't feel it , I literally have no care I never felt love for anyone besides my kids, things that should bother me don't I'm starting to feel abnormal how can a person not have feelings.My grandma died and I didn't even cry and when I found out my biological mother died it did not phase me one bit I didn't even go to her funeral does that make me a terrible person.half my family don't talk to me cause like others they can't deal with me I feel so alone...