That horrible night he had raped me. To him he still believes that it was mutual. I was in rage and telling him I never wanted to be with him so why would I have sex with the guy. He's taken me home before in the past where I had too much too drink and he never tried anything before I mean we were the best of friends who just looked out for one another, who are always there for each other. We were friends for years so I wouldn't expect anything like that from him. I thought he was a good friend of mine that I could trust but that night was a horrible and doom night for me. By him emailing me just shows me that he still believes that what he did was okay. I hate him, I hate him with every part of me.