Thank you, everyone, for the support you've offered. I was reading a post in another forum and it talked about people who post because they are seriously down, get support, and then in two days start the cycle over again.
I suppose that can happen and I'm sure it does. It's been seriously difficult for me lately and I just wanted everyone to know that everyone here within the "system" appreciates and feels validated because finally, after all of these years, we have a place to come where we don't feel alone.
It's very confusing for me. It makes me extremely sad. It makes me feel so isolated - what I'm going through. But, I know you are all here, in this box and that is kind of familiar because all of us are in boxes.
Thank you for being patient, kind and loving when we are unable to do that for ourselves. Sometimes it puts us back on track, other times it picks us up, and still others - it just is.
I just needed to say this because I am so incredibly sad, confused, dissociative too often blah blah blah
Anne