Hey Granite,

*huge hugs* It sounds like your having a really rough time of it at the moment. I am really glad that this lady has been so supportive of your. I was thinking that maybe at the end of the day it doesn't matter what title she has because she is still someone who is being very supportive. You don't need her to be your therapist because as your ESR employee services rep she is doing great. Or maybe just as a fellow human she is doing fantastic .

How do you feel about hospital? I know you say that you think T and your husband may think it would be a good idea but what are your thoughts?

I am glad that this lady can be there for you whilst you T is away.

Do you feel you have any control over your behaviour and mood whilst at work, it sounds like your feeling completely out of control?

To answer your question I think the only person I wished was my T was my tutor last year who was actually a T herself anyway, I sometimes thought, I would like her as my T, but not always.

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