I cringe when anyone so much as mentions the word c*tter. I'm still very sensitive to hearing people talk about this topic even though it's been months since my relapse. Does this sensitivity ever diminish with time? All I can think of when I hear that word is the relapse.

I am usually an open-minded person when it comes to body modification, but the practice of "scarification" freaks me out and makes me sick, because it reminds me of SI. Hope this isn't too much to talk about here, but I figured you guys would understand how I feel.