After a long, confusing, tiring and often lonely struggle, I feel that I have come to some sort of acceptance in my life. I also think that a lot of my healing began when I accepted that this is who I am and that what's done is done! It wasn't easy for I felt like I was "less of a person" for a time, now I try to get through just one day at a time.

You seem quite burn-out and very stressed and desperately in need of some You-time. Plenty of time to just sleep, read, watch tv, I don't know - anything to just try and re-charge. Easier said than done when the worries don't go away - I know.

It would also seem that you are very unhappy at your job despite your experience and knowledge. Would it be possible to look around for a another? It is a big change to make but sometimes a very valuable one. (I left an 8 year old good paying job last year to come home and heal, now I work for my husband's business from home, earning a fraction of what I did but happy).

I feel as if I am not being supportive here but just wanted you to know that I really do understand. And I understand the feeling of being so overwhelmed by everything that has to get done. And I understand the need to cry and cry for it sometimes seems to be the only escape.

Wishing you strength.